…As usual I got worse today.
Both ears have now gone deaf and are both making different noises.
My right ear is making a sort of cymbal noise very loudly – BASH, BASH, BASH.
My left ear is making a noise like the loud strumming of an out-of-tune guitar.
Both noises are in time with my heartbeat.
My voice is completely inside my head and I really hate it…
*sob*
Twenty-five years ago today 
It seems as if we’re working up toward a serious illness here. Without reading ahead too much, is this the case? I need to know.
Things get worse before they get better. But it’s not a long-term thing.